naked underneath

exploration

C.W. — Tue, 18 Nov 2008 04:01:21 +0000

I have some more meaty type subjects I’ve started drafts but can’t bring my self to put any thing else with them now, so I’ll run with a random thought instead. With my down time (which is all the time) recently been watching more TV. I’ve been watching things on the discovery channels, the storm chasing stuff and a few animal documentaries, and they got me envisioning exploring me exploring. For me that looks like going out with my camera and trying find something interesting and at the same time learning more about my camera and photography in general. Or instead I’ll actually find a new frontier to explore and discover.

I would love just randomly exploring with no exact goal in mind, I have always felt that way. Even as a kid learning about explorers or venturing to a new part of the woods with friends for hours on end. but that’s the extent that went for a long time just dreams and play, lived the opposite I’d say pretty much. But now being more traverse seems very apealing. maybe just because i do very little to nothing? Or maybe because of the choices i made to change the direction of my life?

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Neglect

C.W. — Thu, 30 Oct 2008 19:01:45 +0000

New posts soon. I have been kepping track of some ideas just not putting them on here yet.

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D_ct_on

C.W. — Tue, 16 Sep 2008 03:54:28 +0000

realzed refer to myself a lot not only n wrtng, but also n talkng , and n thnkng as well. Or maybe just thnk do, ‘m not sure. have been thnkng about how much thnk about myself a lot , especally when bloggng or really communcatng n general. ‘ve come to the concluson ‘m going to get t all out rght here. All the lttle snppets of useless nfo about me try to communcate that really are just stupd and pontless, and that you don’t care to know. ‘ll start with bodly function type stuff. Dgeston fartng and such, the sounds of dgeston brngs me actual joy. lke when t’s late and ‘m stll awake layng around dong nothng to lsten to my belly rumble, and tumble, and sqush, and splash away. also enjoy the nature of boogers. whle not my top prefered source of entertanment, when there s absolutely nothng else to do n the middle of the day fnd, will pck a few specmens out. Then wll test the congealng propertes capable, the dfferng textures, the surprsng lack of smell, and the many colors of them. All are of slght interest at tmes. Some other slghtly entertanng thngs enjoy greatly, hhmmm, do lke rony a good bt. Probably a bt too much, lke to take rony to the brnk. Where t falls between almost funny and not so wtty. And as f all ths, what try to communcate, wasn’t bad enough. Most of the tme t comes out n awkward ways and sometmes panfully awkward tmes. .e. ths entre post.

While the reading of this post was not the easiest, reffering to grammar(assuming you could bare to read it), writing came a little easier being that I could use “I” as much as I wanted to(assuming you read any of it). how much of this did you actually read? did you select certain parts out? Or did you skip the whole mess of the thing?

View of life

C.W. — Mon, 25 Aug 2008 17:38:41 +0000

Much of the past few months I have spent being lazy in all aspects of my life, to an extent at times that laziness should not go, beyond unhealthy. But when I haven’t been wasting in that I’ve been contemplating life. Where I’ve been, where to go now, why I’ve chosen what I have, and what should change. I don’t know why I do every little thing I do and that bugs me. In the past I approached big things this way to. I didn’t put much thought in to specifics in my life before just kind of went and thought it would all catch up and make sense and fall into place. That reasoning and more reasoning like that had a negative effect on where I’ve been. So that and reasoning alike needed to change. Which led to prayer and thought. Praying and thinking led to the conclusion, I don’t know. Which doesn’t sound like a promising conclusion, sounds like the only view I need for life; Because I know God who knows. That is where I’ve been the past few months. Where to go now, I don’t know.
How do you veiw life?

The Beginning

C.W. — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 03:29:37 +0000

Well I’m getting on the band wagon. I have a couple ideas of what to do here. I think this could be a good way to communicate. I’m not very articulate conversationally, but, I’m a little better writing my thoughts. And the appearance will definitely change eventually, when I spend the time to change it. So this could be interesting. We shall see.